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XQ, 19
10 July 1989
Elias Park Primary
Pasir Ris Crest Secondary
Serangoon JC
Nus FASS
Staying in Reality
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XQ, 19
10 July 1989
Elias Park Primary
Pasir Ris Crest Secondary
Serangoon JC
Nus FASS
Staying in Reality
Nothingness
Make it the new theme
that ivan ass is edwin's officer in army
how unfortunate of edwin
TSK.
i took two hrs to check my pop culture paper
there were so many distractions omg.
i put my msn nick as "u are what u eat" just now
and that dayang said "haha tt statement is flawed lo.. cos i dun eat shuai ge-s for lunch lo haha"
and so i said "lol. and i dont eat pretty, cute and perfect girls for lunch also."
LOL.
totally love to delude ourselves
HAHA
happy bday to the scorpions
i mean scorpios
Jo, kenneth, leslie the horrible and annoying one, my evil twin PL and the other evil one Mr evil
dont we all just love to be evil :)
omg i suddenly thot of archiereggasaurus
dont we all just love them too
HAHA
sometimes i feel like i am at the top of the world
sometimes i feel like i am at the bottom of the pit
it just takes seconds to change that
it is hard to become numb to everything
who am i kidding when i think that i can do that?
Omg.
i almost peed in my pants
that ivan ass suddenly said "come down now please"
and for a moment i thought he knew where i lived and had wandered to my hse or something
i was gobbling on my ice cream and almost choke to death
thank god its just him- someone who cant tell the diff btw "come out now" and "come down now"
and cant even spell tomorrow properly
well that's beside the point
he's just crazy
shall do what i am best at- ignoring others
omg im so evil
but i love it :)
hiding stuff is tough work
went to my cousin's wedding on sun at pan pacific
food was great :)
the only bad thing was that they served sharks fin
anyway it was really well-planned and sweet :)
feels happy for them :)
the raisin cream bread in barcook bakery is so dee-li-cious
lurve it :D
David from guitar called ytd night just like what sm said
it was the longest call ever from someone i haven't even talked to for years
from why i didnt save his number to what is my hp model to what modules im taking to what is my sch expenses to where my allowance comes from to whether i am working to investments, he basically asked almost everything under the sun
the main point is that he had opened a business and needed ppl to work together
he suggested that i could earn some extra bucks too
erms.
but i dont really want to work right now.
And i dont need extra bucks now
But he was really swift and into it
"so what abt we meet up this wed and i could tell u more?"
"Erms i erms i erms, can i confirm with u again?"
"nvm lets just set it 7pm this wed at aljunied mrt k cya byeeeeee!"
omg.
did i just agreed?
i really need to learn to be firm sometimes
I finally see where this is going
for once I agree with that dayang
he is probably right.
stop searching.
all the important stuff are just there
right before my eyes.
contentment brings happiness.
:)
omo.
ytd was irene's bday celeb
went to eat at erms i dont rmb where, with lihong, aud, sharmin, gillian, germaine, shu and irene
we had two party platters for appetizer
den sharmin and me shared lobster salad, squid ink pasta and beef and mushroom cheese
i love the squid ink pasta :)
anyway it was pretty fun
considering i was in a pretty foul mood before that cuz of a certain 'possibility' and also cuz i was super late after running bak to change my heels, it was pretty fun laming ard with them that i forgot everything
all i rmb was that i couldnt stop talking and exchanging funny looks with lihong
as usual HAHA
i didnt really want to leave but i couldnt risk going bak too late again
mummy called and came to fetch me although it was not yet ten
she said that the weirdo is loitering nearby again and i got nervous
i kept asking her to take the other route but she said it was okay although she is like smaller than me
so while we walked to the lift i had images of me taking my heels off and strucking his head at diff, auspicious angles sld he come nearer
on friday when i was supposed to meet cherie, i run into Lihui
haven't seen her for so long :D
she looked shocked when she saw me
i think cuz i was in a horrible state, dragging too large bags of redman stuff, my hair in a mess, my legs abt to break anytime and wandering ard aimlessly
i was like waiting for cherie and seriously it was the worst day to meet since i ended at 2 and she had lab until 5
but we didnt had any other days so it was the first time i was so bored that i even went to watsons to count how many types of chips that they have -_-"
thank god cherie came at ard 6.30pm
totally saved me from counting more stuff
just now was really scary
i was pretty much freaked out
i am so thankful that my sis was with me cuz she is so much smarter and alert
if i was alone i think the outcome wouldn't be that nice
i wish i dont blank out when i get nervous or scared
cuz now when i think back abt it i was really dumb
when she asked me to call my parents
i was still asking "real one or fake?"
like duh.
obviously the guy isnt in his right mind
phew.
i sldnt be letting this kind of stuff be happening all over again
anyway the celeb for mr. evil was pretty much a success
my first attempt at making a cake for others with cherie seems pretty successful
provided everyone was not telling white lies just now
and ytd it was like pretty wrecked when the coating melted
i was totally depressed cuz the cake looks horrifying and the clock was ticking away
thank god it turns out great today thanks to cherie's refridgerator and mom :)
and although mr evil found out the truth abt the pop-ups but at least it still looked decent after i redid them :)
and the deco, thanks to equally talented sharmin (and ms. tummy sweat), we managed to do a pretty nice job
although no one seems to notice the deco but sharmin and i think its well done :D
beauty is in the eyes of the beholder HAHA
all in all, pretty great :)
exceeded my curfew today
shats.
just now i saw poop ma online and there was this sudden urge to talk to her
i seldom initiate but i was really curious how she's doing
yeah yeah i admit i kind of miss her
the last time i saw her was during the steamboat
and i rushed off in less than half an hr to prepare for sharmin's bday celeb
but the things we talked abt are really way diff
poopma says:
going on a business study mission trip at the end of the year to the middle east.
...working with fairmont hotel for my computer as an analysis module where we learn excel sheet skills and then work with a company to help them develop a prog for their daily operations to run easier.
besides that for my managerial accounting, we are working with cedele bakery in analysing their accounting cost and all and then do analysis for our presentation and report.
besides that i just complete my half a module course called negotiation where we learn nego skills and all. then end of course we had to write up a report and conduct interview with ppl in the industry
erms. english pls?
compared to her super cool and interesting uni life, i dont really know what to say for mine
cant really talk abt manual msn-ing in class
or "i just did two reports on McDonalds- how they make ppl bloat up"
or "well our lect and tut mainly consist of gossiping abt others and trying to EN"
and when ur whole mind during lect or tut is just focused on thinking abt what food to get for the next lesson or trying to pluck out bad hairs there is really nth that sounds good to say out
but still, i am really :) that poop ma is coping well
press on! :)))
i cant believe im watching the video walkthrough of how to save abuba the alien
and i did exactly the same but i just cant cut the damn rope
stupid monster
i will just leave it there to dangle
AISH getting agitated over abuba.
such a spas name. TSK.
first of all, my eye hurts
well, what is new?
other than tidbits and what i claimed to be healthy organic food, eye mo is taking up a substantial area in my fridge
i have abt more than 5 bottles of eye mo
time to throw them all not like it will make my eye hurt less often
sian.
aud and me decided to cancel the dinner tmr with sharlearn
we are so broke and i just met sharlearn so its ok :)
this sat going to celeb irene's bday
cant meet sharlearn for exercising den :(
and there is a dress code where everyone have to wear a dress
DRESS?!
Feel tired just thinking of dressing up
that means have to wear heels
omg sian
i need to stock up on plasters urgently
i run into HIM just now under my hse
well HIM not as in some special person but HIM because i cant rmb who is he
and judging from his face which looks pretty familiar, i think we were friends before
my memory sucks.
going crazy
i tried so long trying to sprinkle the glow in the dark powder and found out that it doesnt glow
its just like the sparklers that dont... sparkle.
AND I USED A WHOLE TUBE
omg going crazy
Sickening.
wth make ppl angry only.
shit lo.
AISH.
great day :)
HAHA
i almost died laughing just now
cuz the jedi said weileong can be jabba the hutt
and weileong was trying desperately to shake off the title
LOL but seriously it looks really disgusting
thank god i am the sith :)
happy birthday Matthias
:)
edwin dont seem to be adapting well to army
so fast and all of my sec sch buddies are heading to army
press on!
HAHAHA
tcm mid term is over! :D
i am gonna enjoy for a few days
love life. :)))
ytd went dipti's hse to make prata for our food tut
it was really fun esp since we get to make our own dough and shape it
and i am especially proud of my creation
cuz it turned out to be a perfect heart shape
EXACTLY what i had planned.
well, maybe not.
it just happens that there was a hole at the top which got bigger and bigger until it forms a heart shape -_-"
and when such a situation occurs, it is always good to pretend that you started with the aim of making a heart shape
which i so totally succeeded
everyone seems so fascinated with my lovely prata
i am just so naturally talented HAHA
this sun will be going bishan park with lihong, gil and aud for our intensive exercise day plus lantern celebration
hopefully xingxia they all can join us too
the more the merrier
cant wait to play badminton
really eggcited :D
Dms seems to be having much problems
sometimes when things dont work it is good to count on divine intervention
try whatever is possible
some friends are worth helping
shall make a trip to seek for divine intervention soon
pray for my family too
trust God
Make it the new theme
Saturday, October 31, 2009 ( 6:31 PM )
that ivan ass is edwin's officer in army
how unfortunate of edwin
TSK.
Friday, October 30, 2009 ( 12:39 AM )
i took two hrs to check my pop culture paper
there were so many distractions omg.
i put my msn nick as "u are what u eat" just now
and that dayang said "haha tt statement is flawed lo.. cos i dun eat shuai ge-s for lunch lo haha"
and so i said "lol. and i dont eat pretty, cute and perfect girls for lunch also."
LOL.
totally love to delude ourselves
HAHA
happy bday to the scorpions
i mean scorpios
Jo, kenneth, leslie the horrible and annoying one, my evil twin PL and the other evil one Mr evil
dont we all just love to be evil :)
omg i suddenly thot of archiereggasaurus
dont we all just love them too
HAHA
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 ( 11:54 PM )
sometimes i feel like i am at the top of the world
sometimes i feel like i am at the bottom of the pit
it just takes seconds to change that
it is hard to become numb to everything
who am i kidding when i think that i can do that?
Friday, October 23, 2009 ( 9:59 PM )
Omg.
i almost peed in my pants
that ivan ass suddenly said "come down now please"
and for a moment i thought he knew where i lived and had wandered to my hse or something
i was gobbling on my ice cream and almost choke to death
thank god its just him- someone who cant tell the diff btw "come out now" and "come down now"
and cant even spell tomorrow properly
well that's beside the point
he's just crazy
shall do what i am best at- ignoring others
omg im so evil
but i love it :)
( 9:37 PM )
hiding stuff is tough work
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ( 6:14 PM )
went to my cousin's wedding on sun at pan pacific
food was great :)
the only bad thing was that they served sharks fin
anyway it was really well-planned and sweet :)
feels happy for them :)
the raisin cream bread in barcook bakery is so dee-li-cious
lurve it :D
David from guitar called ytd night just like what sm said
it was the longest call ever from someone i haven't even talked to for years
from why i didnt save his number to what is my hp model to what modules im taking to what is my sch expenses to where my allowance comes from to whether i am working to investments, he basically asked almost everything under the sun
the main point is that he had opened a business and needed ppl to work together
he suggested that i could earn some extra bucks too
erms.
but i dont really want to work right now.
And i dont need extra bucks now
But he was really swift and into it
"so what abt we meet up this wed and i could tell u more?"
"Erms i erms i erms, can i confirm with u again?"
"nvm lets just set it 7pm this wed at aljunied mrt k cya byeeeeee!"
omg.
did i just agreed?
i really need to learn to be firm sometimes
I finally see where this is going
for once I agree with that dayang
he is probably right.
Friday, October 16, 2009 ( 10:53 AM )
stop searching.
all the important stuff are just there
right before my eyes.
contentment brings happiness.
:)
Monday, October 12, 2009 ( 8:59 AM )
omo.
Sunday, October 11, 2009 ( 11:50 AM )
ytd was irene's bday celeb
went to eat at erms i dont rmb where, with lihong, aud, sharmin, gillian, germaine, shu and irene
we had two party platters for appetizer
den sharmin and me shared lobster salad, squid ink pasta and beef and mushroom cheese
i love the squid ink pasta :)
anyway it was pretty fun
considering i was in a pretty foul mood before that cuz of a certain 'possibility' and also cuz i was super late after running bak to change my heels, it was pretty fun laming ard with them that i forgot everything
all i rmb was that i couldnt stop talking and exchanging funny looks with lihong
as usual HAHA
i didnt really want to leave but i couldnt risk going bak too late again
mummy called and came to fetch me although it was not yet ten
she said that the weirdo is loitering nearby again and i got nervous
i kept asking her to take the other route but she said it was okay although she is like smaller than me
so while we walked to the lift i had images of me taking my heels off and strucking his head at diff, auspicious angles sld he come nearer
on friday when i was supposed to meet cherie, i run into Lihui
haven't seen her for so long :D
she looked shocked when she saw me
i think cuz i was in a horrible state, dragging too large bags of redman stuff, my hair in a mess, my legs abt to break anytime and wandering ard aimlessly
i was like waiting for cherie and seriously it was the worst day to meet since i ended at 2 and she had lab until 5
but we didnt had any other days so it was the first time i was so bored that i even went to watsons to count how many types of chips that they have -_-"
thank god cherie came at ard 6.30pm
totally saved me from counting more stuff
Saturday, October 10, 2009 ( 12:11 AM )
just now was really scary
i was pretty much freaked out
i am so thankful that my sis was with me cuz she is so much smarter and alert
if i was alone i think the outcome wouldn't be that nice
i wish i dont blank out when i get nervous or scared
cuz now when i think back abt it i was really dumb
when she asked me to call my parents
i was still asking "real one or fake?"
like duh.
obviously the guy isnt in his right mind
phew.
i sldnt be letting this kind of stuff be happening all over again
anyway the celeb for mr. evil was pretty much a success
my first attempt at making a cake for others with cherie seems pretty successful
provided everyone was not telling white lies just now
and ytd it was like pretty wrecked when the coating melted
i was totally depressed cuz the cake looks horrifying and the clock was ticking away
thank god it turns out great today thanks to cherie's refridgerator and mom :)
and although mr evil found out the truth abt the pop-ups but at least it still looked decent after i redid them :)
and the deco, thanks to equally talented sharmin (and ms. tummy sweat), we managed to do a pretty nice job
although no one seems to notice the deco but sharmin and i think its well done :D
beauty is in the eyes of the beholder HAHA
all in all, pretty great :)
Friday, October 09, 2009 ( 12:30 AM )
exceeded my curfew today
shats.
Wednesday, October 07, 2009 ( 9:30 PM )
just now i saw poop ma online and there was this sudden urge to talk to her
i seldom initiate but i was really curious how she's doing
yeah yeah i admit i kind of miss her
the last time i saw her was during the steamboat
and i rushed off in less than half an hr to prepare for sharmin's bday celeb
but the things we talked abt are really way diff
poopma says:
going on a business study mission trip at the end of the year to the middle east.
...working with fairmont hotel for my computer as an analysis module where we learn excel sheet skills and then work with a company to help them develop a prog for their daily operations to run easier.
besides that for my managerial accounting, we are working with cedele bakery in analysing their accounting cost and all and then do analysis for our presentation and report.
besides that i just complete my half a module course called negotiation where we learn nego skills and all. then end of course we had to write up a report and conduct interview with ppl in the industry
erms. english pls?
compared to her super cool and interesting uni life, i dont really know what to say for mine
cant really talk abt manual msn-ing in class
or "i just did two reports on McDonalds- how they make ppl bloat up"
or "well our lect and tut mainly consist of gossiping abt others and trying to EN"
and when ur whole mind during lect or tut is just focused on thinking abt what food to get for the next lesson or trying to pluck out bad hairs there is really nth that sounds good to say out
but still, i am really :) that poop ma is coping well
press on! :)))
Tuesday, October 06, 2009 ( 11:25 PM )
i cant believe im watching the video walkthrough of how to save abuba the alien
and i did exactly the same but i just cant cut the damn rope
stupid monster
i will just leave it there to dangle
AISH getting agitated over abuba.
such a spas name. TSK.
Monday, October 05, 2009 ( 9:40 PM )
first of all, my eye hurts
well, what is new?
other than tidbits and what i claimed to be healthy organic food, eye mo is taking up a substantial area in my fridge
i have abt more than 5 bottles of eye mo
time to throw them all not like it will make my eye hurt less often
sian.
aud and me decided to cancel the dinner tmr with sharlearn
we are so broke and i just met sharlearn so its ok :)
this sat going to celeb irene's bday
cant meet sharlearn for exercising den :(
and there is a dress code where everyone have to wear a dress
DRESS?!
Feel tired just thinking of dressing up
that means have to wear heels
omg sian
i need to stock up on plasters urgently
i run into HIM just now under my hse
well HIM not as in some special person but HIM because i cant rmb who is he
and judging from his face which looks pretty familiar, i think we were friends before
my memory sucks.
going crazy
i tried so long trying to sprinkle the glow in the dark powder and found out that it doesnt glow
its just like the sparklers that dont... sparkle.
AND I USED A WHOLE TUBE
omg going crazy
Saturday, October 03, 2009 ( 10:30 PM )
Sickening.
wth make ppl angry only.
shit lo.
AISH.
( 8:55 PM )
great day :)
Friday, October 02, 2009 ( 10:34 PM )
HAHA
i almost died laughing just now
cuz the jedi said weileong can be jabba the hutt
and weileong was trying desperately to shake off the title
LOL but seriously it looks really disgusting
thank god i am the sith :)
happy birthday Matthias
:)
edwin dont seem to be adapting well to army
so fast and all of my sec sch buddies are heading to army
press on!
Thursday, October 01, 2009 ( 9:06 PM )
HAHAHA
tcm mid term is over! :D
i am gonna enjoy for a few days
love life. :)))
ytd went dipti's hse to make prata for our food tut
it was really fun esp since we get to make our own dough and shape it
and i am especially proud of my creation
cuz it turned out to be a perfect heart shape
EXACTLY what i had planned.
well, maybe not.
it just happens that there was a hole at the top which got bigger and bigger until it forms a heart shape -_-"
and when such a situation occurs, it is always good to pretend that you started with the aim of making a heart shape
which i so totally succeeded
everyone seems so fascinated with my lovely prata
i am just so naturally talented HAHA
this sun will be going bishan park with lihong, gil and aud for our intensive exercise day plus lantern celebration
hopefully xingxia they all can join us too
the more the merrier
cant wait to play badminton
really eggcited :D
Dms seems to be having much problems
sometimes when things dont work it is good to count on divine intervention
try whatever is possible
some friends are worth helping
shall make a trip to seek for divine intervention soon
pray for my family too
trust God
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